lol.. time flies.. now bronco training coming to an end soon.. next is bionex..
sighs.. army life is wasting my time.. looking at all my frens working full time earing big bucks.. i spent my 2 years protecting the country with pathetic 400 bucks.. and must survive alone with this for 1 fucken month...


must say sorry to some frens.. u know.. im kinda tight in cash.. so some 21st b day i dont think can go... next mth i had my sistx cindy b day... tat 1 i wont miss it..
coz she helped me quite alot also..


well.. ORD.. come to me pls.. im vexing with this cash for 1 mth how to spent sia..
ARGH!!!!

kitty

lalala~~ kitty is offically homeless le!! happy for me pls.. kekex^^

well.. coz of stupid reasons.. i got requested to stay at sis house to prevent quarrelling with mum.. LOL!! childish rite.. and tis time is her fault.. my part is i raised my voice at her.. simple.. bro sided her push me i juz punch his face once lo..


he tink he got fren.. 29, fitter then me.. look down on me.. fat, cant fight, leg injury freako younger bro.. juz wait and see... they will get theirs sooner or later... i believe in karma... they forced me to leave house next time they will also be lidat de.. tat time.. call me take care them? dont say i heartless la.. kena dog eat la my heart.. black la hor...


well tml get result from SGH MRI and specialist trip.. if need operation.. GGed.. Me, kitty will be the worst patient ever... after ops liao had to do everything on my own.. haha juz like a lonely orphan.. is a gd experience fo me actually.. to let me feel wat izzit like to be alone since i have like a bad childhood and duh life^^


ill go to hell?? come on.. my lifestyle is in a living hell already.. so to me is the same.. :D have to look on a brighter side^^ look down on shatec ppl?? ill prove them wrong, shoot their sinful words back to their mouth and choke like a pipe..


juz wanted to let mum know.. doesnt mean shes my mum or elder means she can overpower and do watever shit to their own 9 mths birth son la.. theres something call children abuse.. i young never sue her very gd liao.. i dont want a broken family.. now i started regreting.. y i didnt.. she had to learn her lesson.. and i had to learnt mine too...


well.. walk 1 step see 1 step ba.. ^^ stay happy externally always while deep inside is full of hatred,pissed and sadness.. tats me^^ those buddies and sistax with me so long de.. u know me de.. im tat kinda person..


wahhha.... gtg le.. tml 545 wake up ^^


kitty

well.. today go send the incense urn to ppl house.. td uncle got the main 1.. so got go to his house... the lucky urn 11 storey sia!! lol climb lo.. but surprisingly i not tired... maybe thx to ns ba.. every day climb 4 to 5 storey for 3 mths..lol...


i pulled my thigh and hamstring muscle today.. drizzing ma i step on the platform going to alight from the lorry back tat time slipped.. 1 leg on the ground 1 leg hanging at the lorry =.= damn pain.. then after tat my pants tear coz of tat.. damn pai seh lo.. =.=


Tml going back camp again.. feel sian.. but not bad at least i 155 my vamp :D



kitty

had scan on my neck.. from my view on xray.. nth happen eh.. but i got stiff shoulder and neck.. it makes me headach=.=

nextweek go mri liao.. right ankle...

i gave up... so sian.. nt mine means nt mine.. sad..



kitty

doh friday half day.. system down at ns website.. so they provided us the booklet to use.. say hao add and do tat friday 3 to 4pm.. but never lo.. after tat i went for temple banquet dao very late...


sat morning i tried contact them from jiawei there, but till at nite then got reply.. then i call sgt gordon.. he say website up liao... so i dl att the revelance thingy for project.. now sunday waiting for their project thingy.. then i can do.. =.=


the conclusion i duno how to send chang yi sia.. die.. later he never do anything tio leader say how?? =.= for me also.. i sunday busy day also.. but i need do preoject.. this week clashes with temple stuff,grandpa medical trip and Ching Ming festival.


so a break at home is not realy a break... The cb de extreme server is down duno for wat... even its website also cant access.. damn... hope they could give some reply..
got pay money eh.. not dont have.. so far pay 60bucks.. not paying anymore liao...


sometimes i at cwp or wlds mrt station but stuff or redraw money, i always look around for frens or not, coz is so boring in the army.. sometimes i wanna lookout for her anot.. juz wanna see she's doing fine and happy ^^


kitty