Wake up at 10.... wash up then eat breakfast lo.. after tat do my room clean.. then gaming dao sis and bro they all came back.. when dinner.. coz sis bday next week.. but i army soon.. so they so call early celebrate.. when temple after tat.. quite alot of funny stuff.. so tml me td and ah xiang wanted to go fren temple help..

but he dont want go sch... i dont know wat to do... so mum knew about it coz i told her wat should i do.. stupid fool of me go tell her.. in the end.. the nagging again.. so i had a big fucken quarrel with her.. nw locking myself smoking in my room..

Damn it.. shouldnt have told her.. y i so 2 pig... but i wei td hao... his papa want him study business coz then he can manage the cash they had nw.. coz tj his big bro army soon.. his younger sis still P6 nia.. yet he dont like the course... i cant do anything.. i told him le.. yet mama say i bring bad him.. wtf?

i even swear to god tat she baised against me and sis.. treat big bro so gd.... TMD!
i can't take it la.. all her child.. all her cb come out 1.. knn different carrier different prospect and success leh.. wtf scold we 2 no future.. nw my sis got own house got own car... bro still at home shake his damn balls.. yet his earning is 3.8k before cpf.. wtf!!

House no money teh siao..always me and sis doing all the job.. nw me no $$ so cant do anything.. had mum and sis to do the job.. WTF! There is no justice in this world lo..

I wish i can be in police soon and BMT faster finish.. so i can have $.. i can support on my own.. And if can.. i"ll support her too.. if i can find the "her" first =.=!

nth to write le.. nw damn piss off..

Kitty

WOW!!! nw nth to do.. so blogging.. 4.33pm currenly.. i realise today i smoke 2 sticks nia.. then usual 6 sticks nw at least ==.. starting my 3rd 1.. well target 6 today.. instead of 10 1 day... hope can reduce :D

later going temple do the ghost festival closing ceremony.. btw.. my house the road is maintaining.. they put the bitumen damn stinky can.. almost vomited...

ok later then see i bored anot.. then blog..

I'm happy :D I'm Freaky... :D I'm Cool.. :D

kitty

Well..today when to fushan.. meet td.. then realise is be yourself day.. all of them all where home clothes or fancy clothes to sch... cool... my era tat time dont have lo.. ccb.. so i had a quick lunch at coffeeshop.. then when poker playing.. big 2 with zl, Xm, Yf, bs,Js,ah xiang and td.. loser out.. sad.. play 8 rounds le.. then they started tat trend.. after 3 games.. gg out liao.. won 7 rounds of or 11.. nt bad at all ^^.. so after tat really nth to do.. since army sooon.. i treat myself a nice chicken chop rice again.. damn hungry today.. duno y..

After having tat.. when back b ball till 4.15.. win 2pointer lose 3pointer.. zz.. so loser go buy drink lo.. lucky nt mine $$ coz a lady shoe spoil.. td say he fix hao she treat drink.. so i juz do the buying job.. never drink at all.. then i go home le.. coz damn bored there.. so when home watch tv.. had ching teng... then gaming dao dozzed off =.=

Had dinner then gaming dao now.. they still continuing.. but i said i tried to slp.. since tis 2 mths slept at 4-6 am tat time.. so try to slp early.. meanwhile getting my ns stuff ready to go in..

hmm.. i wonder wats wrong to cheer a fren up?? well nvm... wat they say let them all come to me ba.. psycho freak or wat ever Amen! <--(so be it) I'm Used to weird names..

nth to write le...

Kitty

today got out lunch with td.. i had my instant noodles at home le.. so didnt eat.. buy usual bubbletea drink nia.. he order the fuken mix rice exp sia.. 5.50.. only some steam eggs, caramari and sweet sour fish.. see liao also zz.. after tat slack at 875.. then saw the little indian boy.. forgot his name.. then chat with him.. about qihua and riverside ghost.. then talk about IMH Old de near woodlands and also the old changi hospital.. after tat.. i go td house take my papa umbrella.. umbrealla nia also want kb me zzz...

ok after tat i come home.. slack.. dao 5+ papa come home .. then mum cook dinner.. having dinner with them tio kb again.. say y td dont want go sch.. nt my fault sia.. i say dao throat dry wanns vomit blood liao.. he dont want dont want la.. nt my fault wat.. keep kb me.. then compare bro with me and sis.. y we so useless... zzz... here we go again.. old fucken story...

so i du lan when to room after a quicken dinner then locked myself in room.. listening songs.. play game with frens.. I swear to god i didnt lied and cheat anything about myself and even to frens/family.. for wat i do dat.. i dont gain anything.. even it is... i gain wat? dis trust and hatred? wat for.. no use to me...

k write dao here.. no mood write.. but i juz want say 1 thing.. i really miss her...

wake up at 8 today.. cook carrot cake eat myself..then gaming dao 1+ td call me out.. so i went out.. eat lunch with him.. then buy some durian home to eat and give mama coz she love to... after tat bao sheng come me house.. we play tai di chit chat dao 5+ he went home and td went home.. but tey did try my carrot cake :D

i say hao go sch with td later at nite.. but when there.. lmfao.. sch change schedule so long ago.. he didnt even know.. so is nt today is tml.. so we hate back home.. is drizzling.. so we took 911 to 825 then walk to 834 had his dinner with da kuaiz and gary.. xiao di and brandon later join in follow by xi min, zl and zl gf..

we went to 835 void deck slack.. i play dai di.. lose le.. then they join in.. cozloser out.. so i went psping.. till 9.25pm.. we go home respectively... so nw bath hao le blogging... coz really nth to do..

today im damn pissed and sad... i didnt do anything.. yet i got scolded by mum.. again she ki siao.. so i dont care.. after my dinner before i went sch with td.. i say at my door step " if u hate me so much.. bro and sis are better then me, then y born me out.. since im blue black dao jialat jialat.. u should have killed me tat time.. and nw i am wat i am nw.. part of the blame is on them." after tat.. i went out to meet td as promise...

i wonder y... when i treat ppl nice.. they say i lied..i cheated.. want to help them.. got fucked deep shit instead... parents or frens... all same.. Am i tat bad?/useless?/jackass?/pussy son of a bitch?

If this world cant contain me.. then i shall go back to my old days... as wat the angel saved me.. sounds crazy but i'll try to gain back wat he is.. and as promised.. i still walk back to darkness.. cause the light is only for gay righteous so call forgive and forget.. but i didnt see it in them.. religion to me is nth anymore.. offically declared back to them...

i really miss the days when i talk to ppl, they know hw i feel and i hope i can know wat they feel too.. ways and means to torture myself try to make them know i am a different person and making them happy, feeling they at least got a fren/family members tat can talk to,rely on.. old personality doesnt stick.. a leapord can change it spots.. believe me... i've changed totally.. pls fucken see the history of my self from sec 4 till nw..is total 720 degree change...

u all caused me to choose tis way... i tried nt to fall.. but u guys is pushing me to the edge of falling back.. to the same damn,sick,crazy,bloody way.. so if u want it.. i'll juz say come on..i'm rdy to strike when u r..


your time awaits and the clock is ticking off your end..

maverick ganarial signing off...

ytd ton dao 7am.. i cmi..dozzed off.. dao 830.. td ah ma give us cab money home..
go home bath liao slp... cb bro keep knock door... door dao i wake up... then let him use com i go slp.. dao 3.25 then wake up.. slight drizzling.. later then go up for the feast ba.. nw watching mask rider.. and later then play game with heye and they all.

back from temple feast.. damn tiring and abit nt happy... coz they make me td and tj stand there with like 10- 25kg of things carrying for like 15 mins? coz he still auctioning the price.. no body 1 liao still drag... so we ll stand there lo.. after tat.. we go eat.. my first meal of the day... which is dinner.... eat abit nia.. then do the closing.. keep table.. sweep floor.. fold banners... dao 11+ then reach home.. bath liao nw bloggin lo... nw is 12am liao.. dont tink my frens will play coz tml mon.. they need to sch.. =.=

Also.. want to congratz my temple buddy td.. he got a nice and chio gf call XY.. they treat each other very well, very lovely.. so envy.. wish them all the best.. and hope i can find mine soon...

nth to write le... ;p

today go help out temple.. well actually got call 2 frens of mine go de.. but since alot things we today do finish le.. so never call biao and her... dont tink will call her also.. since she dont regard me as fren le.. so today do alot things.. damn sweaty and dirty came home.. bath hao le.. later need go temple ton overnite... heng got some $$ arbo.. i zzz le... tink is 30 $ ba.. going temple soon.. today no dota...

k nth to write le.. Zz...

Wee... today wake up at 10am.. slept at 1am yesterday... get some breakfast le.. on com dao 1pm.. eat lunch then come dao 3pm...

Today meet heye :D he gimme 1gb sony ericssion card for my hp :D happy !! :D then when home after tat.. wait bro use com finish.. then i use.. put all songs in my card :D

then play game dao dinner time eat dinner.. nw still continuing... today quite sian.. coz win 1 match nia.. well i will jia you!! :D

nth to write le

due to nt enough sleep the day before.. cause slp 15 mins nia.. i slept at 6.40am today in the morning again.. =.= till 1.10pm then wake up. wash up liao eat lunch.. td sms me callme meet him slack.. but i never go.. cause to me at homeand outside slack is still as boring as it is.. so i prefer staying at home.. watch some anime.. some guai tan.. then waiting for dinner time.. maybe later got play game with heye they all i guess... cause ytd zk got FYP.. jiang got tons of work to do.. and his moomoo too... so never bother him.. play with heye nia...

i tink i kena liao.. the curse... so call.. or i tink too much i also duno... as far as i know of.. the road ahead of me is getting narrower,deeper,harder,rougher into pitch darkness.. it makes me damn tired,damn pissed off, damn sad.. become like living zombie lidat.. only wake up,eat drink.washup,removin bowels,slack,game with fren.. is repeating and repeating... like robot programming liddat.. feeling so far from goals even i work so hard for it, feeling so empty inside me.. like a portion of myself or life is gone...

maybe wat i see and tink in my brain really came true... damn... if it is.. then let it be... i dont care le... nw what i have to do.. is to fucken go NS for fucken 2 years 1mth.. come out.. most probably i sign on.. get cash.. throw at shatec.. the 5k.. then stay liddat i guess...

i really need something to cheer me up liao.. frens or watever... i duno also.. wat i lack of doh...
really need to get stronger and live on happily!! i want to be happy!! I want to be xin fu.. like other ppl did.. i dont want everyday dull dull, boring boring... tats nt me... i want my fucking life back! :D nw currently working damn hard to get back my life... since attachment days...

k nth to write le.. T-T

ytd never slp... dao 830 dozzed off...845 td call me... so i wake up.. bath.. slowly walk to883... wait him..he confirm late de.....go buy breakfast eat.. call him.. then i go 816 sit down eat breakfast...saw him and raymond.. then go temple slack.. they eat at temple's backyard canteen..

After tat play cards... play alot games.. big 2, blackjack, snap, cheat.. then see them race to 10 of the taiwanbig 2 style.. which is 9,8,5,3,1 cards... use the first deck dao left 3 cards then can take the next stack... the score is td 6 raymond 4.. actually is 5 to 4.. then last match he heng tio... so he win.. after tat they play race to 3... tis time td own.. after tat emmanuel came... took cab here...

tat td give wrong address lmao.. say e4 instead of e7.. gg he cab dao Wu Tang San Temple.. =.=
then he keep calling td.. his hp low batt.. td keep use my hp call him.. tio divert call to mac delivery... LOL! ok after tat.. he came in.. drink awhile.. play big 2 again.. dao 3pm... we walk home.. while walking home.. we comparing whose house is furtheset... emmanual lose.. then tio suan dao jia lat jia lat.. lmfao...

so i when home bath.. had lunch.. then on com.. heye say 7+ dota.. after tat... around 5+ after watching my favourite mask rider movie.. then i fell asleep.. hugging my pillow.. then i remember bro came home.. he 3 days in tekong.. reservice.. so i wake up at 9.20pm.. then realise.. omg i promise 7pm+ dota with heye... then i say sorry to him.. so ps lo...

wanted to had dinner.. then shocked!! o_O Big bro eat my dinner portion!!! can go back camp i tink... so i decided to skip dinner.. had 1 cup coffee and 1 pack x3 pcs Oreo.. dao nw blogging...
life is ever changing.. i duno wats is going to happen to me next.. juz hope for the best :D

back to square 1 again.. diaoz.. well.. walk 1 step see 1 step ba.. cheers* and simplycute aka Elsa..
meow.. u bady bady.. never link me in blog.. =.= come write in chat box only....

k.. write dao here..

Ok.. today nth special happen.. no sadness no happiness
wake up at 10am.. slack dao 12.45pm eat lunch.. then clean the whole house except bro room..
he got hands got legs.. call him clean his own..

Everytime papa mama clean for him.. 3o soon liao leh he...
still so da shao ye.. i kan bu xia qu.. si bei bei song.. so i dont want clean his room.. let his room rot... everyday work come home slp nia.. or gg da sao house... or use my lappy dl games which got trojan Agent or trojan downloader.. i clean like siao... so i thought of changing password...
If he continue liddat i tink my lappy can gg liao.. no more com. usuage for me again... and if want wait for repair.. he dont care de.. fuck me alone nia.. say i daily use.. dl songs or movies.. tio de.. confirm + stamp and print pallet ticket can ship out.. sure i kena scold de...

After tat go meet babyboy and td... then play tai di dao 4+.. heye call me say they want play game..so rush home bath,do my business then play dao 7pm.. eat dinner then nth to do... so post this lo.. thought of going fushan de.. then td handfone off diao.. maybe low batt ba.. so i intend to stay at home :D

well.. i duno y.. is my real bro... y i hate him so much... and y i like sister then him.. maybe he do too much lanjiao tai ji make me lo... and always got mama as king card/destiny draw.. confirm we 2 gg de leh.. and i decided liao.. althought i got no gang no anything.. if he wanna make me.. ill sure gg his father day de... so BRO RYAN... if u so happen to browse through my blog.. tis is a warning.. and SIS... dont come nag at me.. cos my decison is final and nth can change it.. EVEN GOD!! I'm a time bomb.. dont make me time out..

well if tat the case i go hell de hua.. ill be happy.. coz at least i make him suffer worst then hell before i go to it... :D im destructive kitty.. im a sadist :D im cold blooded fat freak ass!! im inhuman.. :D

ok tats it for today

wooo... today got 2 pack cigg... yay.. from baby boy.. can ton more days le.. :D

today 1+pm.. meet zhong ling,raymond,td go eat lunch.. i had mine already... then play b ball dao 5pm... go home bath and change.. online awhile... go out around 6+ find td at fushan again... then play tai di... after tat shoot some balls.. then go 834 share fried rice with td.. drink apple soda..

get from baby boy 2 pack cigg.. then slack awhile.. then remember i meet heye dota de.. so rush back.. slowly bath.... nw waiting for them...

im glad when i had low in cash and when im damn sad.. tat period.. ppl help me :D and frens and buddies support me.. thought they had their own problem to vex with...they still have me...thx them very much.... so today my life is fill with frens and care.... :D

nth to write le...

Ok... i called her.. to ask things... cause my china fone spoill.. damn... so sms her got lobang of 1gb psp memory pro duo card anot.. she hang my call.. sms no reply.... so well... ok lo... tats it....

i remember she say dont treat her so nice.. let her breath.. but i juz call her to ask for lobang.. is tat wrong?? ok nvm.. my bad then.. shouldnt had call.... shouldnt had sms...

what she means of go away.. is really no contact at all.. ok i get it.. i abit stupid.. understand slow... eng D7 la.. at O level.. noob lai de me... so i get it liao.... then tats it lo... kinda sad to lose a fren.. but i dont wanna gain a enemy.. coz she still nt worth in my enemy list.. coz she never do anyhting wrong.. she had her rights.. and i respect tat... salute to her.. Bye Bye!! to her also...

nice knowing her tis few mths.. thought is short.. but kinda happy.. at least.. i know when somethings pop out like hers.. i know hw to go over and out of it... and even help tat person..
so thx to her.. i learn quite abit also... :D

Dear god.. the only thing i ask.. is to hold her when im nt around.. when im much too far away...
this is Avenged Sevenfold song.. Dear God.. the chorus.. use tis chorus to bless her ba... god bless..

Kitty

today wake up at 8am... saw gege using com.. so i slp again... dao 12+pm

jie jie treat us go see 12 lian hua... at 1.45pm.. so when there see the movie..is about a gerl call lian hua and her life.. so sad lo.. she kena whacked.. then sing ge tai met the guy call ah long.. he and his gang bro gang up a plot against her.. then the boss and his gina raped and gangbang her lo.. took foto also.. she scared dao 20 years hide at home.. then become 600 acting.. she become very timid... very sot sot.. glad got the ge tai small boy take care.. then she saw a young chap.. look same as ah long.. then let him stay.. another cb kia lai de.. steal her pendant.. then end of story.. the 12 lian hua song play alot times.. kinda bored to me.. but the gerl so sad....

see liao i also sad.... then go 834 take psp from td.. forgot to take ytd... then eat dinner.. the met zhongling .. lim kopi.. aftet tat.. comehome online dota lo.. till nw...

i duno want to call her anot leh... coz hor.. we still frenz ma.. nw like become enemies liddat... so sian lo... but i scared i call her.. she hate me more.. avoid more.. then gg liao.. lose 1 fren lidat for nth....

nth to write le

slept adn 5.45am ytd... wak up at 12pm today... go td house had lunch.. had my bubbletea at 883, standard... then go temple help out.. today 16th.. so go pray... then eat dinner... the canteen food is getting worse.. omfg.... duno y.. after tat... slack dao 6.45pm... vin call me... say go celebrate b day with him today.. coz ytd.. he siao on church... so we go kfc eat.. i had shrooms meal... then go chat... talk alot on religion.. frens.. my problems.... then abit relieve lo.....

I thought of she will wish me bday de.. doh i was told to go far far away... well... kinda dissapointed.. never recieve sms... ( so really coz of tat... no more frens to be??) well.. if tats the case.. then too bad lo.... let everything be my fault ba.. (i shouldnt had treat u like i treat all of my frens.....) shouldnt do tat.. make u tink tat im making u breathless.. all wat soever... well.. past is past...

tomolo maybe going out with td ba.. if nt at home lo...

k nth to write le..

cool... today is boring in the moring.. coz no $$ ma.. suddenly.. aw angbao on my table.. excited.. saw 50 bucks from papa.. so happy.. i dunoy ... suddenly so gd gimme money.. for the first time in tis year.. then i went temple with TD ,Ah siang,brandon.. then Td call jeslyn.. then abit of misunderstandin.. zz.. so sian lo... he and her cant be frens liao.. slack dao 5pm.. go home time.. saw gary and wei jie.. tio pao.. zz bday bash.. heng nt pain.. heye suddenly join us dinner today
:Dso happy.. so me jiang zk and heye go horizionn eat dinner.. go AMK play pool dao 10.30.. go eat mac at AMK.. then go home.. saw you jian in train.. chat awhile.. then come home.. bath... dotaing... maybe i cant slp tonite...

and... althought im happy.. im feel strange.. i still lack of something.. 1/2 my wish came true. the other half is still awaiting.. i hope it came true fast enough :D

Dota le.. write tml...

kitty

Wee... is 12.03am currently here at SG.. august 15!!! my b day!!...

happy bday to me, happy bday to me, happy bday to me ee..... happy bday to me!!

Woo.... I'm bored and cant slp.. so post this lame post :D

Woo.... tml my bday le... :D and im damn broke... finish my box of cigarette le... no more money for more... :D Damn cool rite??

My birthday wish is to get a special someone.. and to had money for my expenses till 0ctober 31... im nt too much to ask for rite? juz 2 simple wishes.. hope it can come true..
so far...19 years in my life... no b day wish had come true de... so i never put so much faith on to tis year wish also...

Juz hope tomolo got $$ go with jiang and zk... to eat and smoke... im happy le...

today is so bored... at home rot whole day... then slice somepork cubes season and stir fry eat... tats my branch... still duno dinner wanna eat wat... coz mum is cookin for prayers later for the hungry ghost.. then after dinner maybe got dota or no dota i also dont know.. maybe juz practice my singing and my bass skills dao late nite then try to force my self to slp and forget the sad stuff bah....

Woo.. quarrel with mum again.. damn sian la... little bit little bit kb... keep cover big bro... ccb... really nt fair lo.... Scolding me again for 500 2 1/2mths at home before army finish dao left 2 bucks in my bank.. cb.. she so gd call her at home daily.. 500 use 2 1/2 try.. see she left 2 bucks anot.. keep kbkb... i had enough liao lo.. im getting on my nerves... i really hope she dont kb again.. i dont want flare up and bring all the hatred and hurt 1 shot back to her..

Kitty :(

my 2nd post... 2 days before my b day..... no money go out eat with zk and jiang.. so sad.. duno wat to do... so sian lo.... actually is spenting at home online de.. nw finally got 2 nice buddy come out celebrate with me...

VIN GOING CELL GRP... GOD is more impt then 1 year 1 time BRO de BDAY LO... *Clap*
Knew him since sec 1... 8 years liao..... but nvm.. i respect his decision... since he so siao on church de...

Duno im suay or wat... I had nth left liao... no money no nth.. cb my hp spoill.. nw use back w810.. my old fone... heng i kept it for rainy day... Cried ytd in the middle of the nite... i cant take it anymore... ( NoT cry coz of her, dont tink too much... , im nt tat despo/emotional for love..)Juz hope shes doing fine nw... no ppl bully her.. make use her.. hope her mama get better pay/job and she get a relaxing and $$ part time job... to support her living.. Well.. althought i go away le.. but if she got problem i sure help de.. to me.. shes still a fren after all...

The reason is... since im young.. me and jie jie always got shit... nw grow up le.. still take our money... left 2 dollar currently.... i remember i got 3.5k... grandpa gimme de... Mum lied to me and sis time and time again... we gave in... coz we are a family... nw.. left 2 bucks.. ask for 50 go eat with buddies... Kao bei Kao bu...

Duno y la.. da ge.. always got wat get wat.. we 2 younger de.. always got beat and kb.. say we bully gege.. nw leh.. he earning 3.4k++ per mth.. ccb never even give mama alot... 1 mth 400.. wtf? he tink wat.. give tilth and offering at church ar 10.5% bu xiao zi..
use me and jie jie things to hong gf.. nw my da sao... still act blur... always jiejie buy things... she married out leh.. got house go pay.. got family go feed.. he dont have.. some more my jie 2k per mth nia can.. still give 400 lo... is 20% can... I grow up work got money i sure give 20%.. follow jie jie.. gege gd for nth... so scareed wife de.. ccb i and jie always say da ge married out.. nt marry in da sao....

I'm damn sad la.. then my body genetically abit problem.. coz tat time dad want find mistress eat lunch... then i coming out liao from mama womb.... mama cried to him.. pleading him to bring her to hospital.. then go meet her... He DIDNT>.. HE KICK MY mum's Stomach... When I gave birth.. my baby foto is when i was 1 mth old tat time then take de... COz i come out is blue black all over... doc thought i died.. heng.. thx a lovable angel... he helped me.. he finish himself juz for me.. im alive today coz of him... so i still bear his memories... althought is a fallen angel.. i dont care.. he save me... and gave me life while ending his.... So if god wanna punish angels tat betray him? Tink about those who are willing to turn back and to be in the light!! Shining for the Lord... I hate my papa!!! if i see the mistress hor.. i tell u... i make sure she suffer 10x terrible then a BITCH!!

I still respect him as father.. and my mama.. but im what i am today coz i work hard myself... despite hw they kb/whack/slap or look down me... i proved to them im worthful.. but got shitted again...
I get 3.07/4 gpa for final score at shatec.. my choice of sch..a chef course... they still scold me.. nt hard working enough,... keep go out... play game.... Zzz..... i wont forgive them no matter wat... i will do my part as a son.. take care.. give money.. but when im pissed... they gged.. i dont care strike by lighting or wat... no such shit.... So everything i pressed down deep in my heart.. 1 shot come out.. i confirm cry lo.. who don't..

Today boring day... still sad about those stuff.. then meet tiongda fren.. play poker cards.. then smoke.. after tat.. tiong da counsellor came.. sat down.. after a few more games.. i went home... got come chips and drinks for my lunch... after tat.. listen song afk Darkeden lvl my INT dog.. hope 27 lvl can cut head... then wait for dinner lo.. after tat..maybe got dota with zk and jiang..

Now.. walk 1 step see 1 step... life moves on..... :D

Well.. my first blog writing... Feeling kinda sad/happy... duno y.. i know wat u mean..

I'll be fine... I'll go away.. as far as i can... hope wont fated to meet again....

well.. since remain as fren then fren lo... i anything...

Tis few weeks i also hardly talk to her..Even at msn.. Lmao.. go out with my fren Tiong da and also his b ballpals.. or go out with my sec sch fren.. Zk,jiang,vin all those... OR Darkeden outsers with Biao... Thx u this buddies tat kept me happy and cute tis few weeks at home after attachment..while waiting for Army...

Feel happy coz she finally grown mature le.. finally know tat family and frens are stronger then her so call ex... tat so call she cant forget..cry like dog... go emo cut hand... all those shit.. Happy for her tat she finally wake up... Feel sad.. is i duno y she want avoid me/block me at MSN.. I treat all fren nice de.. maybe she bu xi guan lo... well too bad then..

Today nth to do.. meet tiong da at 883.. buy bubble tea.. usual taste.. then smoke
at void deck talk.. saw rusk... saw bao sheng.. after tat.. go home dota with zk dao at nite.. dinner.. then nth to do.. then create this blog.. to zi bi... :D