today wake up at 10am... then eat my 2nd day of vegan.. so sian de food.. but nvm.. for my self gd and temple..me td and tj peservere!! endure!!! After tat game dao 3pm then go find work.. on the way at YCK.. tat ger call us say vacancy full.. waste me and td mrt and bus fair.. damn dulan.. after tat uncle shi called us say he bored at temple.. today 2nd no ppl help.. so we go help.. see food with meat but cant eat T-T

After tat we went home put stuff.. then take things come to td house again.. nw at hso house gaming and bloggin lo..

k write dao here.. jia qian wanna tag my blog =.=
and gaming le..

kitty :D

today i wake up at 10.. when get some soya beancurd and carrotcake for breakfast :D
then xiao di call me do ask brandon stuff.. so i call td.. he still slping like dog.. lmfao.. so went td house wake his ass up.. then he go cut hair.. after tat, we gaming and watch HOT Shot episode 10.. dao 6pm.. we went out had our vegan dinner..

Cos we this thursday do some temple stuff.. papa advise us to eat for 3 days.. to purify body.. so we did.. see ppl eat meat damn song.. zz later me and td walk to temple.. then slowly do our stuff.. then wanted to talk to uncle shi de.. then in the end a lady always came to our temple ask stuff de chit chat with us.. so we chat dao gg home time.. then i sian at home.. bored.. and since tml td grandmum cook for us.. so call mummy give her $$.. arbo eat free pai seh... after tat.. td come me house.. then take clothes.. go his house.. tml going to dhoby ghaut ask job.. give flyers de.. jus acia i tink.. hope can get job earn some $$

nw at td house use internet :D

kitty

today wakeup at 11+ then bath le go td house le.. chat with his grandmum.. then had lunch.. his mama go sell bag.. lol.. till evening we go 7th floor.. saw her little sis pic.. damn funny... some really look eek!! lol Sorry qian.. :D

After tat eat fried rice.. then tml start to had a vegan meal for 3 days.. sad.. but happy is 3 more days i am 1 better person already :D...

Lalala~~ ok.. tml i tink me and td going temple.. but he sching at nite.. maybe he go for thurs and fri de ba.. :D

kk dao here le i go gaming

kitty

today td slp at me room dao 12++ then after tat he went home and changed.. we go eat lunch at 883.. then we go his 7th floor house play premiership manager and watch my date with a vampire.. miss tat show lo.. go recap. lol... after rusk and raymond came..

during 3.30pm lidat we go play soccer with Raymond then... dao 6pm.. we go dinner at his grandmum place.. then i come home bath go temple.. at temple nth to do.. lose intrest le... at there smoke nia.. later around 9.45pm. uncle send me and td to uncle ho temple...

At his place we say about our lives,why so sad.. y everything we do is wrong.. even when is right...then suddenly td grandma call say she ear pain need go doc.. so go to the block next to marsiling mrt station.. then we go s11 buy milo and bread eat.. later come out.. abit tan xin for her.. she need go see polyclinic..

The meanwhile.. i was abit nervous.. wat if i met her.. should i say hi to her.. or juz see her walk towards her home.. coz to me i still treat her as a normal fren.. i guess she dont.. she treat me like see a enemy/psycho pervert.. but most of the time i guess she so late is take bus home de... so really never expect to see her.. juz feel nervous..

Then ytd incident.. izzit really my fault.. or wat... but i can confirm tat mostly is nt me.. i admit tat day i temper bad..i realise is my fault for losing temper.. but they started it first de lo.. nt first time le.. so many times le.. sis call me give in say sorry to mum.. this time HELL NO!!! I'm not going to do tat.. Every time i give in she tink tat she win.. this time no.. i want her to realise her mistakes..

If i last time so bad.. never do hw.. beat ppl, pon sch, smoke, drink, can change to prove them wrong.. i dont see why she cant.. so i want her to react tis time..
When adults to wrong to child they dont say sorry.. when we do wrong.. they expect us to say.. no such logic for me..

k my bro wanted to use com.. i guess i gtg slp soon tml then see hw.. i nw damn sad.. i never even talk to mum.. the moment i see her.. anguish tears starting to come le.. so i guess i avoid her awhile for nw..

Thk god i got td and his family,frens and some temple uncle know my situation.. they sided me.. if without them.. i tink no more kitty here le..

kitty :(

Ytd ton at td house then fall aslp.. dao 12pm then wake up.. continue the premiership craze dao 3+ then go eat lunch.. we say hao go work together at with his papa.. so meanwhile can slack awhile.. went home at 5pm.. Mum at first never cook dinner, in the end she cook dinner.. actually going eat dinner with xiaodi and td.. during my dinner.. i was eating.. she was saying me again.. tis time.. i cant take it.. i say back liao.. then in the end quarrel for 15 mins.. then papa juz came back.. i dont care also keep scolding nia..

after tat i told dad i going out and also told him me and td going to work with td dad..

at 877 play b ball.. we won.. but very slacky game.. see also sian.. after tat saw td grandmum.. i asked her wat she said to my mum.. she say liao i hear.. i tink my mum never hear her say finish then started her chanting le.. so i told her i quarrel with her..

After tat.. td went home to bath then i say want come me house ton anot.. he say ok..
so he come me house.. at first nth de.. then we went living smoking i dont want in room coz on aircon.. by bro reach home told us togo outside.. i abit zz dont want.. so i stayput awhile.. then i decided to go outside.. then i take key. he start chanting liao.. so i say &^&**%&%*okok lala blah blah stop pls.. i go outside.. pa ma slping.. little peanut things nia.. stop nagging..

he say i attitude.. want lock me outside.. so i angry i say u try lo.. then he nt happpy.. i say nw u want wat.. want find problem or pick a fight?? then he quarrel with me.. then papamama came out.. then whole family quarrel liao.. papa never side any 1.. bro too..only mama keep &^&%^$^&$&..

She keep digging past la.. say me.. every1 has past bad stuffs tat we do.. i admit.. i got steal $$ from her to b ball,gaming.. i never do homework,never go tutorial.. my bad... nw i know wat is rite wat is wrong.. i prove to them le.. i get gd results in the sch i go.. yet i got scolded and being looked down at..

Then she act pitiful cried.. say she wei wo hao la blah and blah.. then say want go sis place slp.. PLS LA FOR GODDAMN SICK!! sis house alot ppl liao.. still fit in.. KAOZ.. never tink de leh.. then hor.. tis time her fault.. i damn hot lo..

I let emotions control me le... my bro shocked.. he try to control my temper.. but hard la.. it took me 40 mins to cool down.. first time lo.. 90% boiling point burst.. never 100 percent.. if 100% i tink they gg le.. and i will regret mylife killing them.. but for mum.. nah.. i dont tink so..

IN taoism rule.. we must we Filial to Parents.. Cannot say back even we is right..
i dont tink is right lo.. nw 21st century le leh.. still so zzz.. we got ill treaten since young means we cannot retaliate? Damn fuken nt fair..

If God really Exist and this old Fashion.. well...

I had no choice but to join the against group.. juz like the past.. rebelled.. fallen.. and tis time.. never ever turn back..

tml my temple got hellguard white medium.. if he start scolding me again ar.. i duno can endure and take it anot.. if cannot then u wont see me bloggin or online le.. coz im dead..

Juz wanna let someone know.. i really cherish frens and stuff.. i really hope tat i can have 1 less enemy.. everytime see her kena bully or kena stabbed.. actually.. i feel sad also.. u can say i Psycho or siao kia.. but is true..

i feel tat the day steps closer to the day i seal my body to recieve the righteous path in my life.. the days walking to tat day is getting darker, more upset, more vexing.. i duno who to tell.. i duno wat to do... Td also same period with me.. he had his problem also..

i wish i had a listening ear.. sorry to vin,jiang, evangeline, even jie mei cindy or biao and my sister Winnie Poon.. somethings i juz control and it happens.. somethings i really wanna share with u guys.. but hard.... coz i dont tink u really understand hw i feel.. say le also like tat... sorry to u guys.. i blown myself up again..


Kitty

today kinda silly... td when me house play premiership manager.. we betting on who win.. his chosen edited manutd or normal AI noob.. he lost to some ai teams!! noob de!! lmao.. heng i manage to make him 3rd of the league table after much effort.. KittyIsPro... :D

After tat.. td sms and msn sasa.. then we make a deal.. on a match on scores.. i win he do a dare.. i lose he dare me.. in the end.. i cant believe Chelsea lost to his edited manUtd!! si tyco de.. so he dare me court sasa.. stupid... so i nw trying do..Lmfao!!! juz a dare nia.. nth else..

Nw at his house again.. 7th floor 1.. 2 days ago is at 9th storey house ton.. so nw go 7th storey coz tj go unclehouse.... (tj is td elder bro) so we use his room.. got internet got tv :D i brought my lappy too.. so gd 2 com 1 tv :D.. later on aircon to slack and chat the unfinished business of temple and family tribute part 3..

k i go gaming le...

kitty :D

tis 2 days ton at td house... coz my house got ghost.. my papamama dnot believe..
after ytd i clear liao.. i let it empty for 1 day.. today then go back slp.. dont believe can go see my botak foto.. the left btm.. got.. i show td and ah ho uncle.. glad he help me..

xiao di nw nt so close with us le.. i tink soo i and td also will liddat... the day nearer to sealing ritual the more problems is coming up for us.. Damn vexing.. But i had to face it.. so i try to comfort myself to stand againt the spiritual Realm..


Now. i got my pay le.. i saving up some.. lol.. Tis 2 days i tink alot about my life.. some are happy some are sad.. some are anguish and being blamed/betrayed...
so life still goes on.. i guess i gotta ki siao someday..

ok later then write.. nw at td house.. so cant type much..

kitty :(

work at 883 first day.. nth do at noon.. dao 2pm.. things came.. keep tagging price tags nia.. so sian.. cant smoke.. drink water also must so ma fan.. td grandmum and lele came and see me during afternoon.. follow by td.. then i do dao 7+ go eat dinner.. continue tagging..7 pallets..so... u know la.. tml still continuing.. coz ar.. we 3+pm do tat time 883 ppl the management come kb us.. say we block way.. wth lo.. do infront of our shop.. at the so call entertainment square there.. never block the passage way.. then say if tml still liddat tio warning letter..

I tink ppl sore of seeing new shop so gd business la.. if really tis few days come alot goods do at the back.. no trolley all hand carry those 15 to 25kg de.. i call them go slp with snake.. i nt working le.. i work dao 30of sept

tml working.. so slping early..

kitty

ytd went to temple.. surprisingly our ta ya peh.. or so call the white hell guard is back in action.. Cool.. man... finally... but due to the off/leave tat the medium take.. lesser ppl come le.. i guess my temple sooon to be gone le.. Sad...

Seng uncle told me and td to help them at wed.. he wanted to bring a man to ritual it to be a medium for ppl temple.. i hear le i am the first 1 to disagree.. to be is... y our temple? in the first place.. if they want us help can.. go to their temple and we do there.. do in your premises got anything wrong we kena... nt uncle seng kena..

Discuss with Dad.. he slipped and say he nt first time le..let him be.. For me.. i can't bear to see he go do things bad to temple la.. Tat building is every 1 hard earn money contribute to build up for a religion purpose and also a psychological rest de place.. by letting God take all of their stuff in exchange for peace,health and harmony...

So ytd i very mixed feelings.. i went to TD house and ton.. discuss with td and his grandmum.. cos her grandmum is also one of the founder... so ask her opinion.. IN the end.. they keep say only my papa and my neighbour can say.. the highest rank.. temple owner and director.. I lan lan la.. discuss with papa he dont want do anything.. Then happen liao then those auntie uncle blame here blame there.. like become our temple fault lidat... coz the bloody hell incident took place at our side.. and our leader fuck care about it... I dont wish to see tat happen la...

Then the God up there i duno y la.. sorry to blame but they didnt do anything about bad ppl.. One says gd ppl gets gd repay.. bad ppl get bad ending.. I dont see this in life anyway.. Damn fake phrase to comfort ownself and soul nia lo..

All i see is gd ppl got used,cheated,blamed,killed,bash,banish,outcast,betrayed and yet those bad freaks got $,gd careers and illegal doings to scam $,womanizing,Hong gerl liao still dump them, making ppl suffer deep in their heart... nt only they bleed.. they wither,they abuse themselves,they put a fake smile to fake ppl tat care for them he/she is ok, cause them to dwell in the realm of sadness and hard to get out of it..

nth to write le.. damn no mood

kitty

Ytd i cant slp well.. keep waking up... around 8am.. td sms me to meet at 883 eat breakfast.. after tat we go slack.. the ABC shop uncle call me go tml.. he say must work 7 days then can take off at weekdays only.. so i counted.. start at sat.. work 7 days.. still sat.. means no off day for me for 9 days.. so i told boss i monday start.. he say ok i a very rude way.. i tink he knows tat im nt so stupid to let him eat 2 days.. so he reply.. if i never go.. no need go le... i say anything..

Went to td house.. his uncle dog forever barking.. zz! maybe hates kitty ba.. so slack at his house abit.. then went home take money help mum buy stuff.. then lucky enough to saw temple uncle.. got free ride home.. then put down stuff le go slack again.. Jeslyn called told us she at admiratly there.. so we ask for address.. lol, she made a mistake.. is near mrt.. no 888.. so we reach 888 see liao weird weird 1.. so in the end we reach the block le.. saw her, her sis, shi yan, zhi chen.. sorry ar.. duno hw to spell their names..so slack there.. that fucken bee is irratiing big fat ugly yellowish blackish.. keep flying around us.. haha jeslyn is afraid of bugs.. me tooo :( coz bee eh... lol..

After tat shi yan took a dead snail and li siao her.. damn funny.. then nt long after tat her hp rang.. some 1 in her family admitted to Hospital.. she gtg.. i here by pray for peace and quick recovery ba.. so after tat.. i and td went home.. no 1 at home.. so i on com watch videos at youtube.. till papa and sis came home.. then i fell asleep at my bed.. they brought dinner for me.. so sux... nt nice de.. i finish it all doh...

Juz to say to Auntie Q.. i maybe a attachment graduated student.. doesnt mean tat we shatec ppl are noobs.. well.. for me.. travelling + dinner and my cigg.. is already 30 bucks. for 2 days.. imagine go there work in kitchen is 40 for 2 days aka 4 hours per day.. is equal to the waiter outside but i had to use knife and contact with fire...

so i discuss with td and xiao di.. maybe she had some problem with her shop.. so we decided nt to make a fuss out there at her place.. And those advises we gave...Wat we say is through our heart la.. up to her to believe anot..

Vin and Evangeline.. thx for concerning my issues and being my listening ear.. thx u alot..

Biaos!! u too.. Thx for chatting and partying up in DE online.. lol.. Alot of my de pals all quit le..include myself too.. useless gms.. hopeless game server tat eats money with sux service and imbalance bugs...

TD!! u also 1 of them.. we are bros eh! lol.. dont worry TD.. today i nt angry la.. juz feel tat is wrong lo.. u reply me u will do a resolution out of it and solve it le..

k.. nth to write le.. maybe tml pei sis go eat breakfast.. :D cos she hardly come back home stay overnite eversince shes married.. :(

Kitty

Today went out with xiao di and td.. hes sick.. aww... wish him get well soon..

After tat.. go td house slack.. buy some stuffs and eat/drink.. till 4+ went home to bath then go work lo.. At workplace funny.. i out most of the dishes.. without boss knowing.. she thought tat is chef out le.. LMFAO!!! chef only out seafood soup and 1 pasta nia.. the rest i out le..

Nvm.. i say gd bye to that chef le.. hes a nice guy... really.. so next time free when he going back msia i call him meet him drink coffee/tea and the checkpoint shopping mall there..

Actually har.. I nt sad at all... juz mixed feelings.. I juz guessing nia.. ok! so i guess wrong..my bad.. i BHB.. I tink i'm GD.. too bad.. 1 thing i know is.. the mixed feeling is nt about sadness.. is about symphathy and sorry for wat happen.. u can say me kitty a cb kia, KPO Shit, stalker freak, psycho, ass in the brain.. Wat ever!! i also dont care...

From my side of view is.. I rather have 1 more fren then 1 more enemy.. When ppl got trouble.. I try my best to help.. Coz.. I Cherish every 1 i Met on tis Earth..
Cos to me.. I'm lucky enough to survive with angel's help.... without him.. i wont be here le... Then, i feel every1 we met has a purpose and reason behind it.. Either to make 1 self gd or the other way round.. And also, every 1 only has 1 chance to live and only a lifetime to meet certain ppl or even certain stuffs... so y nt enjoy the live.. U're in.. and do wat is fated to be done then dwelling on the past...

If everyone treats me as an sore needle eye picker.. then nvm lo.. Juz to say to everybody even GOD himself..

*I started here so young and helped you get along
Just did it for the love, and people healed through us
Don't live you life in vain, don't take it out on me
You're cracked, so just remember, I'm not your enemy
I don't deserve to fall this way, by a man who felt betrayed*

Which is damn true.. Quoted from Avenged Sevenfold song..

K.. nth to say le.. Up to U to Tink about it.. If u tink tat i'm still a jackass.. then i kitty.. Hereby Sincerly Apologised for wat i have done/said/hinted... And sorry for my bad spelling.. I dont really spell well..

Kitty

today meet td for lunch.. then slack.. saw Jeslyn, Shi yan and Zhi Cheng.. after tat go fuchan slack.. go home.. then slp dao 6pm eat dinner, go find td and xiao di.. brandon was there too. play b ball we won.. 23- 15 5v5 full court.. go mama shop buy drink..then Jeslyn come again.. chat.. then soccer.. after tat.. Jeslyn went home...brandon too.. the rest of us play cards.. after last round of cards.. we chat about my workplace.. i decided to quit.. sorry Sophia.. The pay too little le..

I know i'm nt as pro.. but my pay is same as your waiter.. might as well i be waiter..then go inside chopping and cutting, grilling, do plating.. out course.. sorry la.. if i never tio the stupid police Enlistment i nw still at Hyatt working la.. is 1.3K at least.. for 5 mths then i zao.. at least i got save up for my army days.. got money to spent.

I go work there.. 4 hours 20 bucks... 2 days.. 40 bucks.. Cigg -10,eat -10,transport-10= 10 left.. to me i not enough to save.. so sorry Sophia.. i can't help your mum and u... i rather go work sg pools or ntuc.. sorry...

tml going to do last day.. do beautiful closing for her.. explain to her nicely then zao.. i dont want lose a fren... td too.. hope u can understand...

Weird..i never bother any1 eh.. hw come ar.. some ppl still say i bothering her then wanted to be alone to pick up her so call shattered heart? if is nt me.. I bhb tink is me.. then Sorry.. my bad.. If is me.. i never do anything eh..


Kitty :(

So sian... today go work.. 4 hours nia.. funny thing happen.. we alight the wrong bustop!! 6 stops before.. lmfao.. then we duno.. blur blur.... so in the end take next bus... kam gong rite?? imagine a kitty and a teddybear lost in the middle of upper thomson... LOL!!!

Ok at there nth to do.. chopped garlic,onion, round cut carrot, cut the french beans.. Cook 2 tenderlion (M) 3 ribeye (M) 2 sirlion steak (MW) & (M).. and plating..

there kinda slack.. but imagine i took so much time go there.. then kitchen 1 hour 5bucks... outside td work also 1 hour 5 bucks.. wtf.. i mean kitchen should be more abit?? nvm ba.. help frens mother shop.. also in the meanwhile keep my living skill alive lo..

tml going work alone.. td sching.. sad.. T-T

Cindy jie!! i duno y i so sad leh.. actually is mixed feeling ba.. since after Hyatt attachment dao nw.. i had tis feeling.. slept at 3am or 5am in the morning... then wake up at 10 or 11.30am..

Maybe tis few mths.. i've been alone at home too much.. only tis few weeks go out with my temple fren nia.. during Hyatt days always work,eat,slp... Zombie liao..
Then thought can army faster.. then come out work.. in the end.. cork up at CMPB.. nw still waiting enlistment... sch call and kb me liao.. And i also lose a gd fren.. i duno she got regard me as fren anot..

kitty

One of my Favourite Band Avenged Sevenfold song.. Dear god.. duno y.. although tis album is out at last year December.. tis song means quite alot to me.. Whenever i sad or wat.. i always listen to their songs.. especially tis 1.. '

some ppl may nt like it.. but.. i Do.. meow :D

www.darklyrics.com
10. Dear God

[Feat. Axl Rose]

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

*Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no


Once again...

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
and all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

*Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no

Once again...

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
when hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find

*Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no

Once again....

k tats all.. getting some slp le..

kitty :D

today i went to meet td after lunch.. then went uncle ho house slack awhile.. then sms auntie Q i cant make it.. coz today 16 chinese calander.. so temple no body doing praying of the 5 zone generals.. only left my teacher/master.. so go lo.. cant go for work.. so pai seh.. coz very last min.. sms her at 2pm..

after tat.. i meet td and frens and play cards.. crack jokes.. met babyboy.. he changed le i guess.. we say him is wei ta hao.. every 1 has a second chance.. so we be frens again.. then hor.. we chat together like we used to.. :D so happy...

Juz come back nt long ago.. bath le.. watch some shows.. then online blogging..
getting bored each day ahead.. but i still meow~!!! :p

ok..nth to write le..

Kitty

:D happy.. at home le.. can gaming.. can do alot stuff..

today sent the lucky incense urn to turf city.. a sell car owner auction it de.. for luck and business prospers... so sent there and put.. on the way back.. we crack alot jokes.. having fun..

down at ah ho uncle void deck.. Babyboy came and kb us.. wat he did is wrong la.. act he know alot.. alot of my frens de gerl frens tio.. then we say nvm le.. endure..
tat time uncle's ho temple god birthday celebration he go li li siao siao do again.. so we kb him infront of God.. the auntie scold me no manners.. after tat the nexy day we go tell the auntie Jessie.. she say he will tell his hubby ( ah ho uncle)

so he went down here and kb.. so i was so on fire.. xiao di say if he got do anot.. if never we say sorry and xiao di kena whacked by him..
he cb still turn the story.. proving hes right.. so har.. i straight away say.. if got my drum and stick can straight away go his face? then uncle say give him face..

so i endure.. then uncle ho settle for us.. call him dont lidat.. then call us dont speak about tis matter anymore.. we say ok.. If babyboy dont want Bang Sua tis case.. We had no choice also..

later tonite is Mooncake Festival Celebration at temple!! got lion and dragon dance.. i duno want call her up to my temple celebrate anot.. then also want ask her change job be waiter at Sophia's mum place anot.. if got vacancies available.. easy de.. make drink,dessert with auntie,set table, clear plate.. at Hyatt she do before de.. there much more easy.. no uniform.. wear wat u like... and is 55 Pax only :D

aiya duno la.. nw still calming myself down.. then later play game.. 6+ go up temple le.. prepare stuff.. k nth to write le..

botak kitty

currently at td house nw.. toning... cause tml helping uncle ho with temple stuffs...
his house de wireless i cant use.. damn sad lo... today say hao want dota with jiang and heye de.. but coz his house wireless got problem.. then i cant connect... so never.. nw using his com nia.. to blog..

got myself a job le :D at Sophia's mum Resturant... in the kitchen.. part time doh...
better then nth.. :D at Jalan Belan there.. the MDM Q resturant.. serves pastas, steaks,and stuff.. best is her mum's home made waffles and tiramisu.. :D

hope i work there is happy and the pay i get is enough to let me continue life till the next enlistment date came... if i got pay.. i wanted to sms her and treat her for dinner.. duno she will accept anot.. lol... nvm

end here le..

botak kitty

Today go had lunch with td and his younger sister.. cute sia she.. lol.. scream her ass out like some horror movie ghost.. so after we had lunch we go ah ho uncle house ask about tis sunday helping stuff.. then go home slack.. dao had dinner le then go meet td and frens.. before going home.. saw Babyboy!!! cannon!! Arsenal fan!!

today we chat about stupid stuffs and babyboy honging gerl stuff.. some things he can do.. but infront of ppl temple's god act stuff and hong gerls we cant take it.. ah ho uncle knew about tat le.. somemore.. i saw before and heard from td he go use tat stuff go hong my fushan b ball pals de stead.. so abit nt happy about tat.. u can play all u want.. but nt my frens or temple place... i and td say hao le.. if he do tat we wont let him off.... i tink God also wont..

Tml going temple ask my teacher when can offically go into taoism and learn skills..
so excited :D

nw talking to frens and online games frens.. later catch some slp ba..

botak kitty

today wake up at 9am.. use com dao 11+ td say go have our lunch.. so we went to 883 had lunch.. after tat went to void deck nearby slack.. chitchat.. then on the way back home saw ah ho uncle.. he treat us eat and buy some fruits for us.. thx uncle! after tat went to his house.. count the auction money earned for temple.. counted alot times.. almost went crazy.. Lmao..

so finally count correct le.. so happy.. after tat i went home slp.. dao 6+ td call me go b ball.. then say hao go meet brandon and xiao di de.. so after tat.. we chit chat and some ball games.. td,xiao di and me sat down at the Multi Purpose Hall beside the court to chit chat.. and say about the future of our own temple.. some were anger stuff some were stupid stuff some were sad stuffs.. then 9.25pm le.. td say he need go home before 9.30pm.. so we say gd bye and go home..

tml going td house awhile coz mama buy some mooncakes for his grandmum.. coz we 2 temple merger so long le.. we became like a big family liao.. so we got give and take also..

msn keep got problem 1.. so sian.. nw ok le.. hmm.. maybe play some games then get some slp.. tml call for job liao.. got number from td mother.. then got $$ le.. YAY!!

hmm.. currently had mixed feelings.. i duno hw to explain.. sometimes sadistically happy laughing mad like some ass clown, then suddenly feel sad and sorry..

Sad is cos
she still standing strong, try to smile and cover up.. so call.. to forget and get over it, yet i still sadistically laugh at her.. zz.. very bastard la! fuk!... also i wanted to care for her.. but i scared she tink i somekind of psycho pervertic freako kitty... so never.. sent her a sms le.. maybe she see my sms liao full blast cursing me.. :(

The sorry part is
wanted to shield her even though she's juz a gal i met at Hyatt only.. not frens or anything...

But i cant.. coz i dont have looks, no $$,all the requirements i fail dao bo chun.. (-999) :D

The only thing i know is meow =.=!

ok.. nth to write le.. go gaming.. if not try to catch some slp..

botak kitty :(

today got cmpb lodge complaint.. and ask wat happen.. they say i had to go PA declare.. coz hor.. their report will nt be with them till in inside for like 1 week? or after confirm then they sent? so weird lo... ok nvm.. today damn suay day..

td pei me go cmpb.. we go had lunch at the canteen.. the western food uncle attitude de... after tat come back wlds go fushan there slack.. then eat again.. coz the portion kan pua small.. then meet sophia.. after tat go ah ho uncle house chat.. then go home bath eat dinner.. during tat time.. mama asked hws the cmpb thingy.. so i told her.. tio kb zz.. so i zz went go with frens and slack.. talk play some cards game.. then they decided to go gary grandmum's funeral.. for some reason..i and td cant go.. so we went home.. bath hao le.. nw msn got problem.. cant login.. so i blog first.. tml sure sian de.. i going to find a job soon.. coz they say earliest i can go army enlist is december.. damn..

botak kitty :(

Damn funny thing happen at Police Academy today..

they ask who had tattoo on body step back.. so i did.. go write a declare report..
then hor.. the officer blame me lor.. for nth.. say i stay at wlds.. got tattoo means is under 24 de.. still put me as associate.. damn pissed off la.. ask me for mates name.. bo liao.. i put at my left shoulder is for art.. nt under secret society..

Tat officer also call me to scold my papa mama.. ( he's a old fashion man & a freaking weirdo) for letting me put tattoo.. and go play basketball with them.. wats wrong with playing b ball with them? crime?? LOL la... still curse me go prison tat officer.. then say i cant be police coz of tattoo..

Long time at CMPB i fucken Reported i got tattoo at my shoulder liao.. they still see also.. then go the Police Academy they duno?? cant be wat.. waste me time la.. go cut GI almost Botak.. look fucken cute nw.. :p i nt blaming both CMPB or PA.. coz i tink they got miscommunication..

Btw.. my dream is to be a Chef.. so i dont care i be police or not.. i never do anything wrong heaven knows earth seen and i exclaimed can le..
Wats wrong with tattoo.. all so old fashion.. got tattoo means gang.. stupid.. tattoo is art and only artistic ppl knows hw to enjoy the beauty of it.. some peeps still old fashion link to so many stupid problems..

well.. currently waiting for next place to go army.. Zz.. my temple side still call me sign on.. my ass lo.. nw no need go le.. bad calculation bad calculation... rawr!!
u know wat i mean.. :D

Kitty.. Lmao...

wee.. tml in le... kinda nervous and excited.. also sad.. cause sure boring de.. for 2mths i guess.. Zzz... hope time flies fast enough.. then come book out go walk walk with ppl..

well.. if got the chance.. i wish i could go out with her.. anywhere also can.. juz walk walk, have dinner.. sent her dao house void deck is enough le.. nth much.. well juz a wish btw.. fufill or not up to God to decide... see fate ba..

hmm.. i sure miss my bed.. my frens.. my psp, laptop, my handphone, my bass guitar, songs tat i listen and the place i go to.. miss sister,dad.. sorry to bro and mum.. not included.. cause without them awhile is peace for me.. at least...

later going dinner with vin,jiang, sis and parents... after tat go meet td.. then go walk walk i guess... enjoy as much as possible...

k.. last post liao.. b b all.. :D

oh ya.. i forgot to say 1 impt word.. Meow~~~~!! :D

kitty

packed my things liao.. left washing detergent havent take.. some crappy stuff havent take nia.. the rest all in my bag le.. woo.. to me is like a long relaxing exercise trip tat make me look better, more mature, cuter O_o!, meower =.=!! i guess :x

charged my hp liao.. no camera de.. heng got fm function.. arbo i zz... still same Number..

wish myself luck liao.. and thx for wishing me.. if u know who im writing to..

i juz wondering wats so timid about knowing frens?? wat's the feeling u say is there?? i dont even had anything to feel at all for my case.. juz sad coz seeing a fren ignoring me for some sort of unknown reason..

i crack my heads for tis whole mth.. i dont even know wat the feeling u are talking about?? if u mean tat u im juz a crappyass, hongster or despo or wateva.. up to u.. i know i'm nt can le.. or izzit u tink tat im juz a working colleague or juz a low rank jackshitbag attachment trainee for fucken 9 mths and always disturb u at work calling u emo gothic freak.. at HyAtt tat u dont even wanna talk to.. juz say it out and loud can le..

ok tml last day le.. tink i go relax myself.. enjoy as much as i can Alone or with buddies or frens.. dao i come out then have fun ba.. tis few mths got alot ppl die in NS training being cover up de.. i hope i"m nt 1 of those suay 1.. i got smoke got light got pray.. tink can de la..

If nt i will regret.. alot things i havent do.. alot of promises tat i dont want to broken to my buddies havent fufill and also the try my best part also.. OK.. i started to tink too much liao.. write dao here..

tml is last post le.. till army come out 2 mths later??

Dont miss me :D but when u see a kitten.. u will :P cause i meow ~~

Kitty

family go batam today... im all alone at home.. slp dao 3pm.. wash up go help uncle ho awhile before rushing home to go nick house... nt alot ppl turn up.. only a few.. chef ken and belinda was there too.. bbq eat talk.. dao 11+ take bus and train home..

next tuesday army le.. i thought of calling her out to walk walk for a day.. $$ i dont mind spenting.. juz a wish nia.. tink very long.. i guess dont ba.. since she got so many gd frens and working liao... dont wanna bother her.. let this wish die itself then..

i guess after 4 mths BMT, she forget me le ba.. dont even know kitty exist..
sighs.. nvm then.. so be it..

kitty

tml im alone :D family go batam trip..i had last shatec gathering at nick house tml nite.. well.. i really wish time flies past as quick as possible or as slow as possible...

fast in terms.. get it over and done with army.. so i can cont my career and my fun with all my frens...

slow in terms of let me enjoy as much as possible with my frens before i go in.. T-T

i'll go catch some slp and later at nite fren temple got the cross bridge and pray for luck, peace and harmony at nite around 735pm to 8pm... nt toning tonite.. 4 nites le.. so far.... :D

althought is tiring and sometimes bored.. we had a hell lot of time laughing and helping at the same time.. tis joy and laughter will stay with me in my army days ba... i hope i can share tis fun and joy to someone too... i guess not ba..

well.. 5 more days to go buddy.. im going in already... kinda sad.. and i juz came back from toning again at frens temple place.. 3rd day already... 4 day soon.. catching some slp and going down tonite to help them cause they had a hell guard's party today.. the white 1....

I also promised td, Zl & his GF and also the ppl there i will make it.. so later i'll be really tight down with things to do.. so no time onlining so much.. :(

Hmm...

Well.. i saw a fool of mine.. still looking at a damn piece of unerasable sad fucken story.. guess wat? tat fool thought tat is touching,romance, everlasting love or wat ever shit.. juz 2 phrase for tat,

"HAha.. Bodoh! Wake up!" and " come on.. Its over already!!"

I always thought tat when humans change, world will change.. i guess im so wrong..
some ppl wont change even hw many times u skin them or BDSM them.. They love Violent.. OMFG!! =_=! they love to see their whole body internally,physically and spiritually bleed it out, shout it loud, moan it long and cry it dry.. then healing and learn a lesson.. then go on a better stronger life to show the ppl LIM BEI PA BEI TOH!! spirit..i guess that fool lack of 1... sad for tat...


Well u see.. kitties mostly are sadist.. especially my kind of breed..
so kill all kitties then :X Aww... meow ~ ^.^

Currently in stoned robotic mode.. i ton dao 6+ dozed off a little then slp 3 houes after tat at td house.. coz we go help uncle Ho with his temple stuff.. is tiring but fun.. knew quite alot of frens and some lame asses.. going later tonite again.. but dont tink can ton.. stoned mode continuing de hua become hollow form liao... then gg..

Wee. next week police le... no more blogging.. no more frens to go out with, no gaming, no missing, juz strictly training :D Cool.. i will try my best!! My childhood dream is to be a policeman.. so i still tinking whether to sign on to police anot.. well..hope the decision i made at last is a gd 1.. and 1 more!!!! no more meowing T-T.. i miss cats.. kitty... meow =.=

Maybe got chance book out. I'll call ah fu aka Allen the Dino Rider to go some crazy ass jamming with my bass guitar.. i had my feel back and speed back already.. :D
Maybe will go with some frens go k box also.. coz tis few mths nth to do at home keep practise my singing nia.. coz my wish is to be subvocal/bassist or a chef ma :D

Also got time go out or gaming with frens ba... :D well.. after BMT i tink i most likely nt smoking le.. coz police hard to smoke.. and confirm thinner, more handsome and cuter?? LOL!! and also.. MORe BHB !! :D

k gtg help uncle le.. bb