The Beginning Of Death
Thursday, September 18, 2008
Today went out with xiao di and td.. hes sick.. aww... wish him get well soon..
After tat.. go td house slack.. buy some stuffs and eat/drink.. till 4+ went home to bath then go work lo.. At workplace funny.. i out most of the dishes.. without boss knowing.. she thought tat is chef out le.. LMFAO!!! chef only out seafood soup and 1 pasta nia.. the rest i out le..
Nvm.. i say gd bye to that chef le.. hes a nice guy... really.. so next time free when he going back msia i call him meet him drink coffee/tea and the checkpoint shopping mall there..
Actually har.. I nt sad at all... juz mixed feelings.. I juz guessing nia.. ok! so i guess wrong..my bad.. i BHB.. I tink i'm GD.. too bad.. 1 thing i know is.. the mixed feeling is nt about sadness.. is about symphathy and sorry for wat happen.. u can say me kitty a cb kia, KPO Shit, stalker freak, psycho, ass in the brain.. Wat ever!! i also dont care...
From my side of view is.. I rather have 1 more fren then 1 more enemy.. When ppl got trouble.. I try my best to help.. Coz.. I Cherish every 1 i Met on tis Earth..
Cos to me.. I'm lucky enough to survive with angel's help.... without him.. i wont be here le... Then, i feel every1 we met has a purpose and reason behind it.. Either to make 1 self gd or the other way round.. And also, every 1 only has 1 chance to live and only a lifetime to meet certain ppl or even certain stuffs... so y nt enjoy the live.. U're in.. and do wat is fated to be done then dwelling on the past...
If everyone treats me as an sore needle eye picker.. then nvm lo.. Juz to say to everybody even GOD himself..
*I started here so young and helped you get along
Just did it for the love, and people healed through us
Don't live you life in vain, don't take it out on me
You're cracked, so just remember, I'm not your enemy
I don't deserve to fall this way, by a man who felt betrayed*
Which is damn true.. Quoted from Avenged Sevenfold song..
K.. nth to say le.. Up to U to Tink about it.. If u tink tat i'm still a jackass.. then i kitty.. Hereby Sincerly Apologised for wat i have done/said/hinted... And sorry for my bad spelling.. I dont really spell well..
Kitty