Ytd ton at td house then fall aslp.. dao 12pm then wake up.. continue the premiership craze dao 3+ then go eat lunch.. we say hao go work together at with his papa.. so meanwhile can slack awhile.. went home at 5pm.. Mum at first never cook dinner, in the end she cook dinner.. actually going eat dinner with xiaodi and td.. during my dinner.. i was eating.. she was saying me again.. tis time.. i cant take it.. i say back liao.. then in the end quarrel for 15 mins.. then papa juz came back.. i dont care also keep scolding nia..

after tat i told dad i going out and also told him me and td going to work with td dad..

at 877 play b ball.. we won.. but very slacky game.. see also sian.. after tat saw td grandmum.. i asked her wat she said to my mum.. she say liao i hear.. i tink my mum never hear her say finish then started her chanting le.. so i told her i quarrel with her..

After tat.. td went home to bath then i say want come me house ton anot.. he say ok..
so he come me house.. at first nth de.. then we went living smoking i dont want in room coz on aircon.. by bro reach home told us togo outside.. i abit zz dont want.. so i stayput awhile.. then i decided to go outside.. then i take key. he start chanting liao.. so i say &^&**%&%*okok lala blah blah stop pls.. i go outside.. pa ma slping.. little peanut things nia.. stop nagging..

he say i attitude.. want lock me outside.. so i angry i say u try lo.. then he nt happpy.. i say nw u want wat.. want find problem or pick a fight?? then he quarrel with me.. then papamama came out.. then whole family quarrel liao.. papa never side any 1.. bro too..only mama keep &^&%^$^&$&..

She keep digging past la.. say me.. every1 has past bad stuffs tat we do.. i admit.. i got steal $$ from her to b ball,gaming.. i never do homework,never go tutorial.. my bad... nw i know wat is rite wat is wrong.. i prove to them le.. i get gd results in the sch i go.. yet i got scolded and being looked down at..

Then she act pitiful cried.. say she wei wo hao la blah and blah.. then say want go sis place slp.. PLS LA FOR GODDAMN SICK!! sis house alot ppl liao.. still fit in.. KAOZ.. never tink de leh.. then hor.. tis time her fault.. i damn hot lo..

I let emotions control me le... my bro shocked.. he try to control my temper.. but hard la.. it took me 40 mins to cool down.. first time lo.. 90% boiling point burst.. never 100 percent.. if 100% i tink they gg le.. and i will regret mylife killing them.. but for mum.. nah.. i dont tink so..

IN taoism rule.. we must we Filial to Parents.. Cannot say back even we is right..
i dont tink is right lo.. nw 21st century le leh.. still so zzz.. we got ill treaten since young means we cannot retaliate? Damn fuken nt fair..

If God really Exist and this old Fashion.. well...

I had no choice but to join the against group.. juz like the past.. rebelled.. fallen.. and tis time.. never ever turn back..

tml my temple got hellguard white medium.. if he start scolding me again ar.. i duno can endure and take it anot.. if cannot then u wont see me bloggin or online le.. coz im dead..

Juz wanna let someone know.. i really cherish frens and stuff.. i really hope tat i can have 1 less enemy.. everytime see her kena bully or kena stabbed.. actually.. i feel sad also.. u can say i Psycho or siao kia.. but is true..

i feel tat the day steps closer to the day i seal my body to recieve the righteous path in my life.. the days walking to tat day is getting darker, more upset, more vexing.. i duno who to tell.. i duno wat to do... Td also same period with me.. he had his problem also..

i wish i had a listening ear.. sorry to vin,jiang, evangeline, even jie mei cindy or biao and my sister Winnie Poon.. somethings i juz control and it happens.. somethings i really wanna share with u guys.. but hard.... coz i dont tink u really understand hw i feel.. say le also like tat... sorry to u guys.. i blown myself up again..


Kitty