today td slp at me room dao 12++ then after tat he went home and changed.. we go eat lunch at 883.. then we go his 7th floor house play premiership manager and watch my date with a vampire.. miss tat show lo.. go recap. lol... after rusk and raymond came..

during 3.30pm lidat we go play soccer with Raymond then... dao 6pm.. we go dinner at his grandmum place.. then i come home bath go temple.. at temple nth to do.. lose intrest le... at there smoke nia.. later around 9.45pm. uncle send me and td to uncle ho temple...

At his place we say about our lives,why so sad.. y everything we do is wrong.. even when is right...then suddenly td grandma call say she ear pain need go doc.. so go to the block next to marsiling mrt station.. then we go s11 buy milo and bread eat.. later come out.. abit tan xin for her.. she need go see polyclinic..

The meanwhile.. i was abit nervous.. wat if i met her.. should i say hi to her.. or juz see her walk towards her home.. coz to me i still treat her as a normal fren.. i guess she dont.. she treat me like see a enemy/psycho pervert.. but most of the time i guess she so late is take bus home de... so really never expect to see her.. juz feel nervous..

Then ytd incident.. izzit really my fault.. or wat... but i can confirm tat mostly is nt me.. i admit tat day i temper bad..i realise is my fault for losing temper.. but they started it first de lo.. nt first time le.. so many times le.. sis call me give in say sorry to mum.. this time HELL NO!!! I'm not going to do tat.. Every time i give in she tink tat she win.. this time no.. i want her to realise her mistakes..

If i last time so bad.. never do hw.. beat ppl, pon sch, smoke, drink, can change to prove them wrong.. i dont see why she cant.. so i want her to react tis time..
When adults to wrong to child they dont say sorry.. when we do wrong.. they expect us to say.. no such logic for me..

k my bro wanted to use com.. i guess i gtg slp soon tml then see hw.. i nw damn sad.. i never even talk to mum.. the moment i see her.. anguish tears starting to come le.. so i guess i avoid her awhile for nw..

Thk god i got td and his family,frens and some temple uncle know my situation.. they sided me.. if without them.. i tink no more kitty here le..

kitty :(