ytd went to temple.. surprisingly our ta ya peh.. or so call the white hell guard is back in action.. Cool.. man... finally... but due to the off/leave tat the medium take.. lesser ppl come le.. i guess my temple sooon to be gone le.. Sad...

Seng uncle told me and td to help them at wed.. he wanted to bring a man to ritual it to be a medium for ppl temple.. i hear le i am the first 1 to disagree.. to be is... y our temple? in the first place.. if they want us help can.. go to their temple and we do there.. do in your premises got anything wrong we kena... nt uncle seng kena..

Discuss with Dad.. he slipped and say he nt first time le..let him be.. For me.. i can't bear to see he go do things bad to temple la.. Tat building is every 1 hard earn money contribute to build up for a religion purpose and also a psychological rest de place.. by letting God take all of their stuff in exchange for peace,health and harmony...

So ytd i very mixed feelings.. i went to TD house and ton.. discuss with td and his grandmum.. cos her grandmum is also one of the founder... so ask her opinion.. IN the end.. they keep say only my papa and my neighbour can say.. the highest rank.. temple owner and director.. I lan lan la.. discuss with papa he dont want do anything.. Then happen liao then those auntie uncle blame here blame there.. like become our temple fault lidat... coz the bloody hell incident took place at our side.. and our leader fuck care about it... I dont wish to see tat happen la...

Then the God up there i duno y la.. sorry to blame but they didnt do anything about bad ppl.. One says gd ppl gets gd repay.. bad ppl get bad ending.. I dont see this in life anyway.. Damn fake phrase to comfort ownself and soul nia lo..

All i see is gd ppl got used,cheated,blamed,killed,bash,banish,outcast,betrayed and yet those bad freaks got $,gd careers and illegal doings to scam $,womanizing,Hong gerl liao still dump them, making ppl suffer deep in their heart... nt only they bleed.. they wither,they abuse themselves,they put a fake smile to fake ppl tat care for them he/she is ok, cause them to dwell in the realm of sadness and hard to get out of it..

nth to write le.. damn no mood

kitty