today got out lunch with td.. i had my instant noodles at home le.. so didnt eat.. buy usual bubbletea drink nia.. he order the fuken mix rice exp sia.. 5.50.. only some steam eggs, caramari and sweet sour fish.. see liao also zz.. after tat slack at 875.. then saw the little indian boy.. forgot his name.. then chat with him.. about qihua and riverside ghost.. then talk about IMH Old de near woodlands and also the old changi hospital.. after tat.. i go td house take my papa umbrella.. umbrealla nia also want kb me zzz...

ok after tat i come home.. slack.. dao 5+ papa come home .. then mum cook dinner.. having dinner with them tio kb again.. say y td dont want go sch.. nt my fault sia.. i say dao throat dry wanns vomit blood liao.. he dont want dont want la.. nt my fault wat.. keep kb me.. then compare bro with me and sis.. y we so useless... zzz... here we go again.. old fucken story...

so i du lan when to room after a quicken dinner then locked myself in room.. listening songs.. play game with frens.. I swear to god i didnt lied and cheat anything about myself and even to frens/family.. for wat i do dat.. i dont gain anything.. even it is... i gain wat? dis trust and hatred? wat for.. no use to me...

k write dao here.. no mood write.. but i juz want say 1 thing.. i really miss her...