my 2nd post... 2 days before my b day..... no money go out eat with zk and jiang.. so sad.. duno wat to do... so sian lo.... actually is spenting at home online de.. nw finally got 2 nice buddy come out celebrate with me...

VIN GOING CELL GRP... GOD is more impt then 1 year 1 time BRO de BDAY LO... *Clap*
Knew him since sec 1... 8 years liao..... but nvm.. i respect his decision... since he so siao on church de...

Duno im suay or wat... I had nth left liao... no money no nth.. cb my hp spoill.. nw use back w810.. my old fone... heng i kept it for rainy day... Cried ytd in the middle of the nite... i cant take it anymore... ( NoT cry coz of her, dont tink too much... , im nt tat despo/emotional for love..)Juz hope shes doing fine nw... no ppl bully her.. make use her.. hope her mama get better pay/job and she get a relaxing and $$ part time job... to support her living.. Well.. althought i go away le.. but if she got problem i sure help de.. to me.. shes still a fren after all...

The reason is... since im young.. me and jie jie always got shit... nw grow up le.. still take our money... left 2 dollar currently.... i remember i got 3.5k... grandpa gimme de... Mum lied to me and sis time and time again... we gave in... coz we are a family... nw.. left 2 bucks.. ask for 50 go eat with buddies... Kao bei Kao bu...

Duno y la.. da ge.. always got wat get wat.. we 2 younger de.. always got beat and kb.. say we bully gege.. nw leh.. he earning 3.4k++ per mth.. ccb never even give mama alot... 1 mth 400.. wtf? he tink wat.. give tilth and offering at church ar 10.5% bu xiao zi..
use me and jie jie things to hong gf.. nw my da sao... still act blur... always jiejie buy things... she married out leh.. got house go pay.. got family go feed.. he dont have.. some more my jie 2k per mth nia can.. still give 400 lo... is 20% can... I grow up work got money i sure give 20%.. follow jie jie.. gege gd for nth... so scareed wife de.. ccb i and jie always say da ge married out.. nt marry in da sao....

I'm damn sad la.. then my body genetically abit problem.. coz tat time dad want find mistress eat lunch... then i coming out liao from mama womb.... mama cried to him.. pleading him to bring her to hospital.. then go meet her... He DIDNT>.. HE KICK MY mum's Stomach... When I gave birth.. my baby foto is when i was 1 mth old tat time then take de... COz i come out is blue black all over... doc thought i died.. heng.. thx a lovable angel... he helped me.. he finish himself juz for me.. im alive today coz of him... so i still bear his memories... althought is a fallen angel.. i dont care.. he save me... and gave me life while ending his.... So if god wanna punish angels tat betray him? Tink about those who are willing to turn back and to be in the light!! Shining for the Lord... I hate my papa!!! if i see the mistress hor.. i tell u... i make sure she suffer 10x terrible then a BITCH!!

I still respect him as father.. and my mama.. but im what i am today coz i work hard myself... despite hw they kb/whack/slap or look down me... i proved to them im worthful.. but got shitted again...
I get 3.07/4 gpa for final score at shatec.. my choice of sch..a chef course... they still scold me.. nt hard working enough,... keep go out... play game.... Zzz..... i wont forgive them no matter wat... i will do my part as a son.. take care.. give money.. but when im pissed... they gged.. i dont care strike by lighting or wat... no such shit.... So everything i pressed down deep in my heart.. 1 shot come out.. i confirm cry lo.. who don't..

Today boring day... still sad about those stuff.. then meet tiongda fren.. play poker cards.. then smoke.. after tat.. tiong da counsellor came.. sat down.. after a few more games.. i went home... got come chips and drinks for my lunch... after tat.. listen song afk Darkeden lvl my INT dog.. hope 27 lvl can cut head... then wait for dinner lo.. after tat..maybe got dota with zk and jiang..

Now.. walk 1 step see 1 step... life moves on..... :D